When my first cat Tasha died, it was really strange because when I was standing somewhere in my house, I could see her out of the corner of my eye, just standing there. When my second cat Mandy died it was even stranger. I could see her in just standstill objects lying on the floor, especially sweaters.
Some things I see make me chuckle, like watching the one ceiling fan of ours turn; Mandy laid underneath it like it was nothing while Tasha was terrified of it. She wouldn't go near the darned thing for some reason.
Mandy also liked being vacuumed. Yes, vacuumed. They were both weird. .w.
It's one thing to talk about them like this, but it's another thing to catch whiffs of their scent, find their cat fur littered in small places about the house (I don't think it'll ever go away), get strange flashbacks of me just curling up about Mandy and cuddling her close to my body or shoving her over just so I could do so. It's another to feel like I'm petting them again; I also get weird flashbacks of me running my hands through their fur, or scratching them underneath the chin or on their noses.
Although one of our rugs smell like cat pee and it's kinda gross haha.
Okay, onto happy things before I completely lose control of my emotions ahh. I got some great news today mm. My Dads side of the family has bad heart problems and both of his brothers passed because of this condition (one of them was this year). But my Dad had to go get a lot of tests done from a bug that he picked up when we went on vacation last year, and a lot of them were for the heart I think.
Apparently he doesn't have a bad heart like the rest of his family, so he's going to live a long time. That just makes me so happy I can't contain myself. ;A;
Ack, where's my phone. Did I leave it upstairs again? It's almost 10:30 at night here and I have to sleep soon.
Also someone remind me to drink more water; I get terrible headaches if I don't do that and I get hungry all the time even if I've eaten a lot. Wahwahwah also I might go and visit my big brother next year and I'm so happy! ;U; I get to not only see him but his kitty and I know I'm welcome in his house/shot
Also got Christmas presents for people yes yes. Oskar, I need your address when this time comes so I can sent it to you okay.
As well I want to learn how to sew plush dolls so I can make little ones of my PMD characters. Or clay stuff; that'd be fun. But I guess I'll learn that later haha, considering I have a lot of stuff I want to learn but I'll probably forget about it later.
Also won't be on much at night anymore more than likely
Yes okay, I think that's it for my rambles. It was just something I needed to get off my chest. I should make this a thing, but I'd feel like then I'd be spilling my guts out everywhere and people would hate me for it because I talk to much and sdfpoksdfopkksfd.
Oh yeah, and I won't be on here for a bit as well as Tumblr because I'll probably be getting Y later than most people, or at least playing it because I'm good at "starving" myself from games (I have the second last Professor Layton game still in its plastic because I haven't beaten the third one yet ahh).
Also going to have a "rush" stream tomorrow because I need to finish those NPCs for and get those journals started! ;U; I want to help out the Leader and it'll also help me learn more art things yes.
Yes okay, I think that's everything I wanted to say. I might even work on writing tomorrow, but who knowsssssss. I gotta work 6:30-11:30pm because it's student night and dfpoksfd rush rush.
Okay, Dara out. ;u;